tough day

I've been feeling mopey all day today, thoughts and memories running through my head, and just can't seem to shake it. Yesterday my little man turned 15 months old, and it just doesn't seem possible. And then, it was 5 years ago today that we lost our princess, Tracey. I've thought of her so very often since James was born............she just loved babies, and would have been absolutely thrilled beyond measure to be a big sister again. I can just picture her and James together, and we think he's spoiled NOW! She would have been the worst culprit of all of us!!!! I miss her so much, and can still hear her voice and her laughter ringing in the rafters.
She found a special little nook in my heart the first time we met, and will live there forever. I love you, sweet girl, and can't wait to see you again.